Kupenya Chiedza: Kurwisa Kushushikana

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"Mukati merima iro ndichitarisa, kwenguva refu ndakamira ipapo, ndichishamisika, kutya, kusahadzika ...,"

—Edgar Allan Poe, "Gunguwo"

Kune ese zvisikwa zvePasi, hapana chinhu chakakosha sechiedza chezuva, icho chinotumbura ndangariro nyowani uye chinovhenekera hupenyu pahwo pachahwo. Rima rinogona kunge richirova; kusurukirwa kunokanganisa pfungwa.

Pamucheto wemhemberero dzezororo uye kugadziriswa kwekupera kwegore, kurereka kwePasi, 23.5 degrees kumaodzanyemba, kunodaidza iyo Winter Solstice apo zuva rakadzikira kwazvo mudenga, zvichiratidza mashoma maawa mapfumbamwe nemaminetsi makumi matatu nemaviri ezuva — iro ipfupi zuva iro gore, nguva yekufungisisa kwemukati, pamwe kurega. Zvino, murudzikinuro rwepanyika, masikati machena anotanga kuyerera zvishoma nezvishoma semafungu emvura yakakwira.

Nezuva rakapfupika regore rinouya vimbiso yehurefu-asi kwete pamberi pechisimba chekupererwa nevazhinji mumwaka weKisimusi nemazororo, nzou iri muchitevere. Saka ngatitaurei nezvenzou. Nepo mazororo achikonzera kukwirira kwemanzwiro nemhuri uye neshamwari, zvinogona zvakare kukurudzira, mune mamwe, sekureruka kwechiedza, kusuwa kukuru, kushushikana, kushaya zvekubatsira, uye pfungwa dzekuzviuraya.

Iyo tariro, chipo chinoramba chichipa, ndiko kutenda kwekutenda, kushinga, uye kutsungirira, pamwe nekunzwira tsitsi kwezororo kuti ubatane nevaya vanoshaiwa, kusvika kunze kwekutongwa murudo rusina mvumo, kuramba zvisiri izvo. Isu tinowanzo dzivisa zvatisinganzwisise, tichiita mu "drive-by."

“Wakadii kuita; unoratidzika zvakanaka, ”tinowanzo taura, tichimhanya kuti tirege kubatanidzwa, kana nekuda kwekuti isu hatina kugadzikana kuti titarise pazasi pechiso cheupenyu hwedu. Mea Culpa! Chitarisiko chemunhu, zvipo, uye njere zvine chekuita nehondo yemunhu yekurwisa kuora mwoyo uye nezvimwewo zvirwere.

Muchokwadi, vazhinji vakarwa nedepression uye zvinetso zvakabatana, zvakatanga kunzi "melancholia," vanoonekwa sevanopenya, vane hunyanzvi muhupenyu, chisungo chekutsungirira kwakakura. Nhoroondo inotiudza kuti Michelangelo, Beethoven, Mozart, Sir Isaac Newton, Abraham Lincoln, Winston Churchill, Charles Dickens, Leo Tolstoy, Ernest Hemingway, Emily Dickinson, Tennessee Williams, Vincent Van Gogh, pamwe nezvibodzwa nezvakawanda zvevamwe vazivi vekusika, vane akatambura nedambudziko rekushushikana, "imbwa nhema," sekudaidzwa kwaizoitwa naChurchill-murume anotambudzwa. Asi vamwe vari mukati mekurwadziwa kwekusuwa vanoona kutambudzika sechipo chekuvhura zvemukati munzira dzakakatyamadza nyika. Tora nyaya yemunyori wekupedzisira wekuNorway expressionist Edvard Munch, ane basa rinozivikanwa kwazvo, "The Scream," nderimwe remifananidzo muunyanzvi hwenyika. "Ini handikwanise kubvisa kurwara kwangu, nekuti pane zvakawanda muhunyanzvi hwangu huripo nekuda kwavo chete," Munch akambonyora. “... Pasina kunetseka kana kurwara, ndiri chikepe chisina chidzoreso. Kutambura kwangu chikamu changu neunyanzvi hwangu. ”

Aristotle anofungidzirwa kuti akati, "Hapana pfungwa yakambovapo isina benzi."

Mukushungurudzika, hapana bhatani rakabviswa. Nepo kushushikana kwemamiriro ezvinhu kuchigona kuuya nekuenda nerufu mumhuri, kurasikirwa nebasa, kurambana, kana tsaona yakakomba, kukiriniki kushushikana hakusi kungochinjika kwepfungwa, kushomeka kwehunyanzvi hwekugadzirisa, hunhu kukanganisa, kana kungori zuva rinotyisa, mwedzi, kana gore. Kurwara kwekushungurudzika kunokonzerwa nehurema kemesitiri kemisitiri, hunhu hwakagara nhaka, uye zvimwe zvakasiyana.

“Zvinowanzonzi kuora mwoyo kunokonzerwa nokusadzikama kwemakemikari, asi kutaura kwacho hakuratidzi kuti chirwere chacho chakaoma sei,” unodaro mushumo woutano weHarvard Medical School unonzi, “Kunzwisisa Kuora Mwoyo.”

Kune avo vanotambura nekiriniki kushushikana hakuna zvimiro zveHollywood zvavanofarira Kukanganiswa kwemwedzi , aNorman Jewison classic uko Loretta Castorini, anoridzwa naCher, anorova Ronny Cammareri, akanyengera Nicholas Cage, ndokumurova nembama zvakare zvakare, achiraira, "Buda mazviri!"

Iwe haugone kubuda mukuora mwoyo. Kwete kuzoitika. Churchill akashandisa iyo inogara iripo "imbwa nhema" sechiratidzo chake chezuva nezuva chekuora mwoyo. Achifunga nezvekushungurudzika kwake, akanyora kuti: “Handifarire kumira padivi pechikuva kana chitima chiri kupfuura. Ndinoda kumira kumashure uye, kana zvichibvira, ndinowana mbiru pakati pangu nechitima. Handifarire kumira padivi pechikepe ndokutarisa pasi mumvura. Chiito chechipiri chaizopedza zvese. Madonhwe mashoma ekupererwa. ”

Asi Churchill akashandisa kutambudzika kwake zvakanaka; kwaari, segondo rinorova Hitler muHondo Yenyika II. Mubhuku Imbwa nhema yaChurchill, Mbeva dzaKafka, uye Dzimwe Pfungwa dzeMunhu Pfungwa , chiremba wepfungwa Anthony Storr akaona kuti Churchill akagadzirisa sei kushushikana kwake kuti ajekese kutonga kwezvematongerwo enyika: akakomberedzwa uye akakomberedzwa nevavengi, zvaigona kunge zvakaita kuti mazwi ekuzvidza ave echokwadi, ayo akatisimbisa nekutisimbisa muzhizha rinotyisa ra1940. ”

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